It's 1 am and am still alive which is very rare, feeling reallie idiotic right now coz i cant seem to finish up my 1000 word essay have completed half of it but for the art+space section can't seem to write.
Had a nice chat wip my bespren, long time no talk to him, basically updates bout live but i still havent get to ask him enuf questions. Hhahaha.
Live has been haha i dunoe dis-organized like i dont have time for everyone like that and it seems the same for my other-half busy and tired. It's just me to myself and my thoughts.
And i want to go to bazaar@Plaza again tmrw i want Ramlee burger and the snow ice yummy.Haha when i'm stressed up i eat a lot and that is soooo true, have been eating like a bear at home , hungry bear and the weather is not giving way have to keep going to kitchen and drink H2O.
WIll have to miss tmrw's TIGA penjuru but i'll still come down on Friday, gona miss washing eyes session.hahahahha.
Tuesday evening met Baitina she's as cute as ever lah always entertaining me with her stories everytime i see her. Miss her a lot, miss the times we go home or to school together and talk about the non other ##### ahahah, she, me and Nuraidah.I miss secondary school days. Yet at times i feel like i dont want to grow up just want to remain at secondary level forever.Haiz.That wont happen i guess.
Still aiming to print on Friday, but my essay nie eh still haven finish tomorrow's essay submission is at 1 pm still got lecture at 10 to attend and haven't do CSW homewerk shucks, and Nurhayat and my vp is pressurizing me about Friday's event grrrr.Clever you but it's ok i will try my best.
Working under tremendeaus pressure, hmmm later kalau dah kerja cam ne gaknye.Mampukah aku mengatasinya?????
Nak tidur but cant....
Thursday, February 24, 2005
Saturday, February 19, 2005
FTT failes
I failed my Final Theory Test...
BOOOORIIIIINGGG.....
a bummerz day today, and my student haiz, i'm at the edge of the cliff but a rope is holding me back, Allah give me strenght....
and tomorrow shall go down to Comfort Driving Centre and book for a new test date, hope it's not too long....
Upcoming Tiga Penjuru on monday, and grrr i haven't started on my TOD which submission has been extended to Thursday 240205@1300hrs.....
Zafirah is a BIIGG long time bummer....
Feel so loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Had a BORRRIIIIINGGGG day today so let's end it in a BBBOOOOORRRRIIIINGGGG way
BOOOORIIIIINGGG.....
a bummerz day today, and my student haiz, i'm at the edge of the cliff but a rope is holding me back, Allah give me strenght....
and tomorrow shall go down to Comfort Driving Centre and book for a new test date, hope it's not too long....
Upcoming Tiga Penjuru on monday, and grrr i haven't started on my TOD which submission has been extended to Thursday 240205@1300hrs.....
Zafirah is a BIIGG long time bummer....
Feel so loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Had a BORRRIIIIINGGGG day today so let's end it in a BBBOOOOORRRRIIIINGGGG way
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
pasrah
Telah hilang kekuatan insani
Untuk meneruskan perjalanan ini
Namun takkan mudah ingin mengalah
Harus terus berjalan lurus
Atas titian yang bengkok
Akan diluruskan titian itu
Amat cemburu denagnmu teman
Kekuatanmu mengharungi titian bengkok itu
Kagum terpesona
Rasa ketinggalan
Dek kemalasan
Dek kekuatan insani
yang semangkin berkurangan
Dimana kan ku cari
Minyak untuk melicinkan jantera ini
Agar dapat bergerak laju
Searus lajunya kemodenan
Padamu Ilahi ku berdoa
Hidup ini haya keranaMu Ya Allah
Berikanlah kekuatan, keredhaan
Kemaafan, hambaMu yang lemah
AMpunilah dosa-dosa insan yang dhaif ini
Hentikan dustaan
Teruskan berdoa
"DariNya kita datang dan hanya kepadaNya kita akan kembali"
Untuk meneruskan perjalanan ini
Namun takkan mudah ingin mengalah
Harus terus berjalan lurus
Atas titian yang bengkok
Akan diluruskan titian itu
Amat cemburu denagnmu teman
Kekuatanmu mengharungi titian bengkok itu
Kagum terpesona
Rasa ketinggalan
Dek kemalasan
Dek kekuatan insani
yang semangkin berkurangan
Dimana kan ku cari
Minyak untuk melicinkan jantera ini
Agar dapat bergerak laju
Searus lajunya kemodenan
Padamu Ilahi ku berdoa
Hidup ini haya keranaMu Ya Allah
Berikanlah kekuatan, keredhaan
Kemaafan, hambaMu yang lemah
AMpunilah dosa-dosa insan yang dhaif ini
Hentikan dustaan
Teruskan berdoa
"DariNya kita datang dan hanya kepadaNya kita akan kembali"
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
new term schedule
Ohhh New term 4 schedule is out and it's soooooo sssoooooo soooooooooooooooooooooo
Upcoming schedules:
180205=CSW test 1000am
210205=TOD Draft submission 0900am
210205-250205=TIGA PENJURU STreet SOccer week
250205=CSW Resume submission
280205=Phase I Submission 0830-0900am
020305=FOC 2005 First dateline
070305=Phase II SUbmission 0830-0900am
180305=Phase III SUbmission 0400-0500pm
310305=INT Tech Test 0100-0300pm
Had my FTT test just now morning at 845am, it was ok hehe ada harapan pass and hope will be an excellent pass.Results in one weeks time praying hard that everything will go on smoothly.Had to rush down to school then for a 10am lecture manage to arrive by 1020am hehe though was marked absent today.....
Aiming for the stars..........I miss the star in my life..........
Upcoming schedules:
180205=CSW test 1000am
210205=TOD Draft submission 0900am
210205-250205=TIGA PENJURU STreet SOccer week
250205=CSW Resume submission
280205=Phase I Submission 0830-0900am
020305=FOC 2005 First dateline
070305=Phase II SUbmission 0830-0900am
180305=Phase III SUbmission 0400-0500pm
310305=INT Tech Test 0100-0300pm
Had my FTT test just now morning at 845am, it was ok hehe ada harapan pass and hope will be an excellent pass.Results in one weeks time praying hard that everything will go on smoothly.Had to rush down to school then for a 10am lecture manage to arrive by 1020am hehe though was marked absent today.....
Aiming for the stars..........I miss the star in my life..........
Saturday, February 12, 2005
gerls day out/.....
Assalamualaikum semua....
Had a nice and tiring day out with the gerls, small re-union, still missing out Su'aidah and Shaheedah and yet to meet up with my long-lost bestfriend Nur Izyan, hope to find time soon....
Term break is ending, how i hate it....
Below are some pics enjoy them though if you guys want the full account can visit here
Tired yet contented....
Had a nice and tiring day out with the gerls, small re-union, still missing out Su'aidah and Shaheedah and yet to meet up with my long-lost bestfriend Nur Izyan, hope to find time soon....
Term break is ending, how i hate it....
Below are some pics enjoy them though if you guys want the full account can visit here
Tired yet contented....
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
worst crit
Just finish my crit/presentation it was one of the werst crits ever.
Faris was quiet that's very2 bad, lecturer didn't say much which is also bad. I define a good crit as one where lecturers will keep talking and talking and talking,comments or criticism."One said:this was a work which you should be producing three weeks ago".I know my mistake, have to improvise on my 2d drawings and renders by monday, spaces can still be more exciting.Just pray that i don't fail.It's boring when the lecturers never comment much but i didnt give them much to be comment on. My mistake,my fault, now i think chances of getting the exchange program is soo much lower.
To my dear friend Siti, am sorry that i have terribly let you down today. I agree with the lecturers that ur plan looks promising, i do believe that you will produce a greater werk for the final crit. Go Siti go. To May sorry won't be able to stay for ur crit, i might not be there physically but my spirits are with you. All the best gerl. To Yun ling, sorry that i've missed ur crit oreadie and guess you did quite ok, hehe don't wery ur final one will be much better.
To my dear cubicle mates: Just in case i never had the chane to say this "Thank you" and best of luck for your next term.AND siti please please stop bumping into me it does irritate me please please please................
Looking forward to more busy days ahead.....
i'm hungry....
Faris was quiet that's very2 bad, lecturer didn't say much which is also bad. I define a good crit as one where lecturers will keep talking and talking and talking,comments or criticism."One said:this was a work which you should be producing three weeks ago".I know my mistake, have to improvise on my 2d drawings and renders by monday, spaces can still be more exciting.Just pray that i don't fail.It's boring when the lecturers never comment much but i didnt give them much to be comment on. My mistake,my fault, now i think chances of getting the exchange program is soo much lower.
To my dear friend Siti, am sorry that i have terribly let you down today. I agree with the lecturers that ur plan looks promising, i do believe that you will produce a greater werk for the final crit. Go Siti go. To May sorry won't be able to stay for ur crit, i might not be there physically but my spirits are with you. All the best gerl. To Yun ling, sorry that i've missed ur crit oreadie and guess you did quite ok, hehe don't wery ur final one will be much better.
To my dear cubicle mates: Just in case i never had the chane to say this "Thank you" and best of luck for your next term.AND siti please please stop bumping into me it does irritate me please please please................
Looking forward to more busy days ahead.....
i'm hungry....
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Presentation
Tomorrow is my presentation after 8 long weeks of project, i declare myself haven't been performing up to standard, i do hope i wont fail but there is a possibility i will, my works are all not up to the standard, it's only at it upmost minimal, i have been a vary bad student and i shall PROMISE myself to torture and work hard starting from today onwards, in which today i havent done anything except creating this new beautiful template.OK maybe let's give myself a few days break, say up to SUnday but at the same time try to werk on some area which i can,TOD draft must start soon and improvision of drawings have to be done and finish-up before school re-open ohhhh shucks before i forget i got a test hmmm two tests coming eh wait it's three ohh super shucks.
Presentation for tomorrow have mentally prepared for all criticism but if i were to go thru a breakdown period after that please pardon me my dear friends.
On a lighter side of note, been going thru live slowly, back on track on clubmatters, Pesta Pantun coming and MIQ's invitation is in already, driving has been great except dat u know when u get scolding from the instructor for ur mistakes haha but it's ok coz it's better to make mistakes now at least you will know how to re-act to the situation.Hmm not forgetting Tiga Penjuru upcoming STreet Soccer and badminton am looking forward to it :D.
I realised that sometimes i can get hurt by others opinion kind of ouchies when you first read or hear about it, but once cool will use the greatest of mind to re-think a situation. Having gone into deep conversation and making someone have a headache which is bad, i re-think that there is no more necessity to think about it at this current moment.How much differ human opinions can be.
AAArghhh okie let's forget about everything.
Less than 12 weeks and 1 year to a diploma.Insya-Allah.
Toodles till ideas come again.
p/s:thank you to peeps of 04 on 28/01/2005 for helping me paste up all my drawings am touched and sicerely from the bottom of my heart a million thanks. Love ya' all.
Presentation for tomorrow have mentally prepared for all criticism but if i were to go thru a breakdown period after that please pardon me my dear friends.
On a lighter side of note, been going thru live slowly, back on track on clubmatters, Pesta Pantun coming and MIQ's invitation is in already, driving has been great except dat u know when u get scolding from the instructor for ur mistakes haha but it's ok coz it's better to make mistakes now at least you will know how to re-act to the situation.Hmm not forgetting Tiga Penjuru upcoming STreet Soccer and badminton am looking forward to it :D.
I realised that sometimes i can get hurt by others opinion kind of ouchies when you first read or hear about it, but once cool will use the greatest of mind to re-think a situation. Having gone into deep conversation and making someone have a headache which is bad, i re-think that there is no more necessity to think about it at this current moment.How much differ human opinions can be.
AAArghhh okie let's forget about everything.
Less than 12 weeks and 1 year to a diploma.Insya-Allah.
Toodles till ideas come again.
p/s:thank you to peeps of 04 on 28/01/2005 for helping me paste up all my drawings am touched and sicerely from the bottom of my heart a million thanks. Love ya' all.
New skin
Woohoooo new skin bebeh, lurve it did it all by myself the whole day kheheheh and finally done.Kheheh.COmments peep,new scheme:blue.Re-cap: orange, purple, silver, blue, what's next?Let's wait and see.
hmm got lots to update it seems....but shall do it later....at the momnet enjoy the new skin peeps....
hmm got lots to update it seems....but shall do it later....at the momnet enjoy the new skin peeps....
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