Long weekend
Long weekend coming ahead with the National Day Celebrations. Happy 39th Birthday dearest Singapore. Long weekend for others tiring weekend for me. Very ambitious to finish-up my project but then again action taken wont be known untill Tuesday. Give me 5, Siti. Ahakz.
A surprising start to the day.
Was surprised by what he did, to care for dearly, to surprise me, i was soo touched i nearly cried when i read what he wrote in the card. Terima kasih kerana memahami, sebab mengapa ku tidak memberitahumu dari awal lagi adalah kerana ku amat takut akan kehilangan kamu sebagai seorang teman, ku juga tidak sampai hati ingin melukaimu kerana ku paham dan pernah lalui perasaan pedih sebegini. Syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana meluaskan sedikit perjalanan hidupku di atas bumiMu ini. Ku juga gembira bahawa kita akan masih tetap sama, aku tahu bahawa diriku tidak layak bagimu, you're too good for me, terima kasih sekali lagi ingin ku-ucapkan kerana memahamiku, ku rasa sebahgian besar darinya kamu ketahui dari blogku ini sendiri, maafkan daku kerana kurang berterus-terang namun aku akan lebih berterus-terang dari sekarang. Masih ingin diri ini memberimu dan diriku peluang untuk mengenali dengan lebih rapat lagi mungkin juga akhirnya akan menjadi teman karibku. Kemungkinan masa hadapan Allah sahaja yang tahu.
Too many things to say, but this is all i can remember right now.
School was alright, wasnt feeling that well again by the end of class due to having to go workshop and cut wood. There's a lot to be done with submission nearing and all, ish time-management masih not very good. Soo many thing to do yet soo little time.
a very close friend once said "Crushes are uncertain" and i do agree much with her view, that's why if people haven been reading my blog thoroughly i got soo many guys involve...ahahah...how bad can i get?? *ponders*
that's the reason why my crushes are a few, but that dosen't mean i don't stick to one when i have one. It's different when you are in a state that you are partly owned by someone and when you are fully owned by yourself. It's different it's not the same, i treasure every guy that pass by my life, especially (someone is gona get few seconds of fame) Md Azmi, he impacted me a lot in these growing years, and other guys they will get their fames as time pass by.
Where's my crush? Haven't seen him for quite a while [but i think it's only like a few days]
And re-call that other guy i fell for, i miss him dearly, dunoe why now only then i'm feeling in such a way, but it kind of attack me a few times before,will take it slow but always have this aspiring desire to tell him, am prepared to get rejected coz i've been thru it many many times before, miss him.
Today will be a hectic day ahead. Am not loving my life, better get use to all this hard-knocks and busy, hectic, schedule, i'm getting tired easily, hope to fully recover soon.
~ Good nite my love, sweet dreams and sleep well ~
A surprising start to the day.
Was surprised by what he did, to care for dearly, to surprise me, i was soo touched i nearly cried when i read what he wrote in the card. Terima kasih kerana memahami, sebab mengapa ku tidak memberitahumu dari awal lagi adalah kerana ku amat takut akan kehilangan kamu sebagai seorang teman, ku juga tidak sampai hati ingin melukaimu kerana ku paham dan pernah lalui perasaan pedih sebegini. Syukur kepada Allah s.w.t kerana meluaskan sedikit perjalanan hidupku di atas bumiMu ini. Ku juga gembira bahawa kita akan masih tetap sama, aku tahu bahawa diriku tidak layak bagimu, you're too good for me, terima kasih sekali lagi ingin ku-ucapkan kerana memahamiku, ku rasa sebahgian besar darinya kamu ketahui dari blogku ini sendiri, maafkan daku kerana kurang berterus-terang namun aku akan lebih berterus-terang dari sekarang. Masih ingin diri ini memberimu dan diriku peluang untuk mengenali dengan lebih rapat lagi mungkin juga akhirnya akan menjadi teman karibku. Kemungkinan masa hadapan Allah sahaja yang tahu.
Too many things to say, but this is all i can remember right now.
School was alright, wasnt feeling that well again by the end of class due to having to go workshop and cut wood. There's a lot to be done with submission nearing and all, ish time-management masih not very good. Soo many thing to do yet soo little time.
a very close friend once said "Crushes are uncertain" and i do agree much with her view, that's why if people haven been reading my blog thoroughly i got soo many guys involve...ahahah...how bad can i get?? *ponders*
that's the reason why my crushes are a few, but that dosen't mean i don't stick to one when i have one. It's different when you are in a state that you are partly owned by someone and when you are fully owned by yourself. It's different it's not the same, i treasure every guy that pass by my life, especially (someone is gona get few seconds of fame) Md Azmi, he impacted me a lot in these growing years, and other guys they will get their fames as time pass by.
Where's my crush? Haven't seen him for quite a while [but i think it's only like a few days]
And re-call that other guy i fell for, i miss him dearly, dunoe why now only then i'm feeling in such a way, but it kind of attack me a few times before,will take it slow but always have this aspiring desire to tell him, am prepared to get rejected coz i've been thru it many many times before, miss him.
Today will be a hectic day ahead. Am not loving my life, better get use to all this hard-knocks and busy, hectic, schedule, i'm getting tired easily, hope to fully recover soon.
~ Good nite my love, sweet dreams and sleep well ~
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