Assalamualaikum semua....
Salam aidilfitri, sudah masuk tiga minggu kita menyambut Syawal yang mulia, jadi amaciam ada banyak koleksyen???hehe...aperney kak?dah tua? saham dah turun? hehehe...
maaflah lama menyepi yer kawan2, sibuklah maser tu nak siap2 untuk hari raya kan, den lepas tu sibuk jalan raya dan macam2 lagi ah....sebenarnya banyak perkara yang berlaku minggu2 lepas nie...haiz
To do something is one thing but to un-do sometheing that has been done is totally a different path to walk on. Have been hearing lots of lashings lately and had fallen sick due to that, undoing something and unstiching something is totally an experience i do not wish to go over again, but i guess that's what life is, you go thru the good times and sometimes it's just the worse of the worse. Emotionally disturbed am i, i can take it (those lashings) but i'm not that strong, i'm sensetive of other's feelings and espe. of my own, but thru all that i learn that we as a team will have to take more precautionary measures. Being idealistic and having a dream is not wrong but yet sometimes idealism dosen't suit the situation which one is stuck into, i re-called a song "rancang dengan apa yang ada di tangan, bukan yang kita angan-angankan"
Ineffecieny and incapability to perform well, i realise i'm still not there, not up to standard, a weakling sometimes. I know understand more what my buddy said to me recently about being a perfectionist but i guess opinion always change over time, but taking it in such a manner not to be the most best but well maybe second best. It hit me, more, his concept the more i had to go thru the cancellations that needs to be done. Putting up a brave front to do all the callings is another matter yet to be face. And due to some reason out of stupidity and memory loss, forgetting to inform the most important party of a certain due matter, tarnishing the image, it's my fault, how can i not be responsible for it????? am i just being stupid or just being plain ignorant....?????Haiz...
Mistakes, still some matters i havent told to them yet, will bring it up soon in the de-brief and also still need clarifications to do.Sebulat maju kehadapan, sebulat menghadapi semua dugaan.Amin.
Sayang i'm sorie for taking out my frustrations on you.Miss you lots.Two more days to go.And sorry for having short term memory loss
Salam aidilfitri, sudah masuk tiga minggu kita menyambut Syawal yang mulia, jadi amaciam ada banyak koleksyen???hehe...aperney kak?dah tua? saham dah turun? hehehe...
maaflah lama menyepi yer kawan2, sibuklah maser tu nak siap2 untuk hari raya kan, den lepas tu sibuk jalan raya dan macam2 lagi ah....sebenarnya banyak perkara yang berlaku minggu2 lepas nie...haiz
To do something is one thing but to un-do sometheing that has been done is totally a different path to walk on. Have been hearing lots of lashings lately and had fallen sick due to that, undoing something and unstiching something is totally an experience i do not wish to go over again, but i guess that's what life is, you go thru the good times and sometimes it's just the worse of the worse. Emotionally disturbed am i, i can take it (those lashings) but i'm not that strong, i'm sensetive of other's feelings and espe. of my own, but thru all that i learn that we as a team will have to take more precautionary measures. Being idealistic and having a dream is not wrong but yet sometimes idealism dosen't suit the situation which one is stuck into, i re-called a song "rancang dengan apa yang ada di tangan, bukan yang kita angan-angankan"
Ineffecieny and incapability to perform well, i realise i'm still not there, not up to standard, a weakling sometimes. I know understand more what my buddy said to me recently about being a perfectionist but i guess opinion always change over time, but taking it in such a manner not to be the most best but well maybe second best. It hit me, more, his concept the more i had to go thru the cancellations that needs to be done. Putting up a brave front to do all the callings is another matter yet to be face. And due to some reason out of stupidity and memory loss, forgetting to inform the most important party of a certain due matter, tarnishing the image, it's my fault, how can i not be responsible for it????? am i just being stupid or just being plain ignorant....?????Haiz...
Mistakes, still some matters i havent told to them yet, will bring it up soon in the de-brief and also still need clarifications to do.Sebulat maju kehadapan, sebulat menghadapi semua dugaan.Amin.
Sayang i'm sorie for taking out my frustrations on you.Miss you lots.Two more days to go.And sorry for having short term memory loss
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