Me and my thoughts

Jalan raya with the maternal family over the past two days have been nothing short of crazy, fun, nonsense and good old catch up time. With me being the driver today, oh-so-tiring okie!

That aside first i need to let something out. Practically things were my fault, i had put on some hope but i didn't reconfirm the position, i wanted answers and when i got them i'm crushed, but it wasn't as bad as before, the feeling, so i'm trying to get by and recover from it all. Heartaches why do they even exist? Can i remain numb forever and be cold as stone?

Pictures shall be up tmrw, long long week ahead, tutees exam!